Friday, June 7th, 2013. CD27, 13DPIUI.
Hey folks.
Here’s today’s batch of tests… The last one is from today – 13DPIUI/DPO, 15DPT.
As you can see, not much to write home about.
That last test has a very faint, gray second line on it (which you may be able to see if you possess a healthy amount of the Crazy Line Eyes), but it only showed up after sitting on the bathroom counter for a half hour or so. I’m guessing it’s an evap, just like the test from yesterday that’s above it.
Anyway, as you can see, it seems as though I’m fighting a losing battle against time. The Prometrium is keeping my dear old Auntie at bay, but only temporarily, I’m sure.
As for symptoms — pregnancy, PMS, or otherwise — all I can tell you is that I’m cranky, hungry, exhausted at night and having trouble staying asleep in the very early morning hours, have ouchy boobies, and have been a little gaggy in the mornings for the past three days. My temps are also still nicely up.
Again, none of this is shocking, and none of it points clearly one way or the other, which is frustrating.
It could be the Prometrium…I’ve taken it before and not felt this way, but I took it orally before and the side-effects were much less severe than they have been this time around. That could also be the sole reason for my high-ish temps this late in the cycle.
It could be that the Aunt we love to hate is waiting around the corner to ruin my life… I do have some digestive involvement, such as I usually have during the first few days of the cycle, and the rest of that list could easily be attributed to PMS.
And, I suppose, it could be pregnancy. But I wouldn’t bet on it.
During my one and only pregnancy cycle, I didn’t have any early symptoms. I got a positive home test at 10dpo, and so from then on, anything I felt, I attributed to pregnancy. Much of what I felt then was exactly the same as I might have felt if I were just a PMS-y wreck.
And much of what I felt then is what I’m feeling now.
Is all of that due to a pregnancy that just hasn’t made itself known yet, or due to elevated progesterone?
I don’t know at this point, and sadly there’s nothing I can do but wait and see, and wait some more. I’ll continue on with the progesterone for another day or two, and of course I’ll keep testing.
Obviously if nothing shows up positive by 16dpiui, I can assume this cycle has failed.
I sort of already assume that it has…
…And I really don’t know where we’re going from here.