Self-Loathing, Cramps, and Burger King

Monday, December 17th, 2012.  CD21, 9DPO.

I feel like crap.

I have cramps and I’m cranky and my angry uterus made me eat a disgusting Whopper for dinner.

And fries.

And  shake.

It was peer pressure, don’t judge me.


I also kind of hate myself for breaking down and testing this morning.  I know I’m not pregnant, but I just feel so lousy and like I haven’t even ovulated, so I wanted to test to at least see if the trigger was still in my system.

…Which I know is a little bit of a cop-out, because what did I think – the trigger was faulty?  There was just water in that syringe?


I just wanted to see a BFN this morning so I could be put out of my misery for the month.

I didn’t, though… There was still a faint positive from the trigger.

I still feel like crap, and my only hope is that Aunt Flo shows up before my family does this weekend…

So anyway, there’s my cheerful little update.

Stupid uterus.


5 comments on “Self-Loathing, Cramps, and Burger King

  1. B
    December 17, 2012 at 10:25 pm #

    Your temps still look good. Am very much hoping for you that your faint positive is not the trigger, but the real thing!


    • newtorontomom
      December 18, 2012 at 11:18 am #

      Me too. I hope it’s the real thing!


      • Tracy
        December 18, 2012 at 11:20 am #

        I think it’s too early to be the real thing, but I suppose one can hope.

        Or you guys can… I’ve pretty much signed out for the month, lol. :-/


  2. b
    December 18, 2012 at 3:55 pm #

    Ok, am totally chart stalking and am probably being annoying, but it went up again! So hopeful for you!!


    • Tracy
      December 19, 2012 at 9:03 am #

      I wish I could get excited, but I just feel like AF is on her way. 😦

      I hope I’m wrong, but that witch usually has impeccable timing, and since my family is coming to visit this weekend, why wouldn’t she choose to join in the festivities? LOL


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