Thursday, December 13th, 2012. CD17, 5DPO.
I’m already losing faith in this cycle.
Testing out the trigger?
No. Took the month off from that at the suggestion of my TTCBFF. I miss it, and not feeling like I have control SUCKS.
Low. Like pre-ovulation-low. Suck.
Nonexistent, and therefore, suck.
SUCK SUCK SUCK!
So anyway, now that that’s out of the way…
How about some updates?
I don’t have much. Like previously stated, this Two Week Wait has been pretty uneventful thus far.
My temps have been wonky and low, my boobs don’t hurt, and I don’t feel twingy like I did during my pregnancy/miscarriage cycle’s TWW.
The only thing that seems promising is that I’m freaking exhausted and I’m an eating machine. I realize both of those are probably entirely due to the increase in progesterone I likely have due to ovulating two mature eggies this cycle, but still… that’s all I have to hold onto.
I’m hoping that this weekend will bring some higher temps and giant, painful chesticles to renew my hope, but we shall see.
For now though, I’m just trying to enjoy this bustling, chilly time of year. The house is getting somewhere near order, I have Christmas shopping to finish this weekend, and my family is coming to Ohio to visit next weekend.
I’m thankful for our many blessings, and the blessed distractions that will (hopefully) keep me from obsessing about my every twinge and temp drop.
Happy holidays, everyone! 🙂