Chaos Theory

Monday, July 16th, 2012.  CD30, 13DPO.


This is how I feel today:

I gave in over the weekend and POAS.

It was a BFN, obvi.

I wasn’t surprised in the least, but it always stings to see that stark white test.





Moving on…

This week is going to be CRAY CRAY.  Coworkers are out sick (and by sick, I mean in the hospital for weeks…), I have two new minions to train, our office is having a biking event this week that will require me to be away from my desk for half a day, I have a baby shower to attend over the weekend, the same day that ICLW starts, and I have my first appointment with the new RE on Wednesday (squeeee!).

I operate well in chaos, however, and am rather excited.

I know excitement will eventually give way to exhaustion and bitchiness, especially since Shark Week ought to be starting at any moment, but hopefully I will survive.

I’m pretty proud of myself, too.  Last night, I prepared a ton of food and portioned it out for breakfast, lunch, and snacks for the whole week for the husband and I!

Hopefully this is the start of us keeping a tighter reign on our food intake.

I weighed myself recently and was a bit surprised at the number.  I know the doctors keep telling me to gain weight, but whoa.

Let’s keep it within reason.  More gym, fewer empty calories, better diet and all around lifestyle.

And so begins the chaos…  😉

Happy Monday, friends!


4 comments on “Chaos Theory

  1. B
    July 16, 2012 at 10:53 am #

    There is nothing worse than that stark white line. I agree about chaos/ busy being better. Hope for good things from your new re on Wednesday!


    • Tracy
      July 16, 2012 at 11:02 am #

      Thanks! I can’t remember if I’ve mentioned it before, but one of my coworkers just started seeing this same doctor. She says he was really nice, answered all of her questions, and seems to really cut to the chase.

      I just want a doctor who doesn’t talk down to me, and who can get me knocked up, and I will be thrilled, lol.


  2. danielletoendure
    July 16, 2012 at 11:30 am #

    I’m sorry about your BFN. So sad and disappointing…never gets easier. Sounds like you have a ton going on to keep you busy! Good luck with everything!!


    • Tracy
      July 16, 2012 at 11:32 am #

      Thank you! I have lost faith in natural cycles anymore, so I expected the BFN. Still smarts a bit, though.

      And yes! Busy is better! I’ll be knocked up before I know it! 😉


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