Friday, July 15th, 2012. CD26, Who-gives-a-crap-how-many-DPO-at-this-point.
Well, today was beta day.
As I have come to suspect, thanks to some lovely cramps and chocolate cravings, I am not pregnant.
Again.
Even though I had a feeling what the results would be today, I am still a little in shock over the fact that I’ve done THIS MANY medicated and IUI cycles with NO real progress.
*le sigh*
But, the only thing that’s sure about life is that it goes on. It might not be fair, but thankfully–mercifully, it moves forward.
And so shall I.
As much as I have loved working with the ladies in the AMIGOS research study, I have an appointment with a new RE here in Toledo in a month, and I am optimistic about getting a different opinion.
I know there are still lots of different avenues to try, and there is still hope for me.
In the meantime, I have a lot of work to concentrate on, as well as a myriad other things to occupy my time and interest this summer: house-hunting, good books, WINE, vacation with the husband, visiting friends, new nephews…
Oh, and I can now make the appointment for my NEW TATTOO!! 🙂
Speaking of which, I better get on the phone and do that. No time like the present!
Have a fabulous weekend, all!