Okay, I’m sorry.
I know that saying you have a big announcement when you’re TTC is like yelling “Fire!” in a movie theater (or “Cupcakes!” at a Weight Watchers meeting…), and I don’t want any of you to get the wrong idea.
I’m definitely not pregnant.
Something exciting is happening in my little corner of the interwebs though, and I was too excited to keep my mouth (err… fingers?) shut any longer.
…Except I’m not officially telling you just yet.
Since I’m not taking the Clomid this month, or really doing anything besides practicing the good ol’ Biblical method of child conception, I am feeling a little like I have no purpose. After TTC for two years, the meds made it start to feel like the husband and I were on an uphill journey toward something great, and now we’re in a bit of a free fall… At least until June.
It felt like we were being proactive by taking the Clomid, like we were doing something to help our chances of getting pregnant. Now it feels like we’re just… stationary, I guess. This little piece of good news that’s recently come my way has helped improve my mood about the whole TTC thing, and I want to savor it for a few more days before I share it with you all.
So, I know that not telling you my little secret might seem a little cruel, but I do have big news and I will let the cat out of the bag very soon!
Stay with me, friends! I promise a payoff soon!